evidence and proof

if there is no proof to its existence, no scientific notion just simply a hint or impression by those that

want to think it true then does that mean it doesn't? If you think it so then is it? if you think it not so

then is it not? If all your thinking has no proof then do you? If you give something a name yet there is
no proof that the name given to it is what its name is then is that its name?

Is lack of a name and 

evidence of such name proof of non-existence.Is no proof of existence proof of non-existence. If I

have never known you, heard of you, spoken to you, then does that mean you don't exist?

if you said to me one day

"Hi my name is (?)", would it then be acceptable for me to say prove it?

what will you say then "i am me because that's what I call myself and everyone who knows me calls me this and this is me standing in front of you".

Could I then say I see nothing hear nothing and am simply reading words that someone wrote for you
with your dictation and influence, but you do not exist?

Could I also say then that because you live on the other side of the world and I have only heard of

you through stories, then could I say that you do not exist.

 Now if it is permissible to decide that you do not exist, based on evidential truths would it then be

true, with truth being self evident and you being without evidence of you, only existing through

others writings, would you then be truthfully non existant? just wondering.

What I Hate

I have never been perfect.

All my life I have thought of myself

as the wrong one the bad one,

the one that doesn't quite fit in.

I knew that others were better than me

I still know

I don't pretend to be innocent cause im not

I love all others even the guilty

because I know that I am guilty

And I feel reluctant to claim any punishment for them

that would mean acknowledging that I too am guilty and will be punished as well

I hate myself when I do wrong

and Hate myself when I do right and feel that I should be worshiped for it.

I cry when I see others accept sin

I cry when I commit sin and repeatedly do so

even though I ask for forgiveness everytime

I hate that everytime is so often.

I hate crying

I hate that when having decided to chase God

I gave up because I couldn't stand the tears

so many drowning me

everyday finding new things that I needed to be forgiven for

Crying for others and the world around me

the tears were unbearable

even so I hate myself for giving up

I hate that I refused to acknowledge that I gave up

that I lie to myself saying "its only a break, I've not given up"

I hate that I hate myself because that is a sin

...Love God, Love others... always a thought

a belief taken to heart How can I love God If I hate the very thing he loves

Myself, How can I love others when I hate myself. How can I love at all when there is Hate in me

what should I hate if anything. I hate sin because God hates it, but thats it.